Over the weekend my mother ended up back in hospital with what was initially diagnosed as another stroke.
Luckily it was later found out to be nothing other than extreme anxiety which had manifested itself as all the physical and cognitive symptoms of a stroke without the actual bleed in her brain.
It is truly just a constant up and down at the moment with this, one moment my mother is perfectly OK and then the next it's all on again.
It's extraordinarily stressful for everyone dealing with this, the uncertainty and emotion are very debilitating for everyone around her.
I of all people know how bad anxiety can be as well, but having worked my way through most of my anxiety issues and addressed them I am a bit less worried about my mother's anxiety and know that it will be sorted out by medication and help.
All this is taking it's toll on me and I can feel myself getting run down and know that I must take care of myself because I don't want to end up with a cold or just plain good old exhaustion myself.
I was hoping for a lighter than normal week but it seems to be a week of new clients and sales meetings which I am very happy about!
I just wanna grow grow grow my business.